Sooo.....what's been happening?
I have been in a bit of a limbo recently, I have some exciting plans that might actually become a reality, and it is a bit daunting.
I was telling my 11 year old about what's going on and he said
"so is this one dream Mum that you are actually going to do and not just talk about?"
Hmmmmm....... I think I have a reputation as a dreamer and a bit of a gunna.
I do have lots of ideas and schemes for things I could do, and different paths my life could take, I tend to talk them up for a few days and then they just slip back into the background of life, while everyday stuff is the actual life I lead.
So yes, I can understand when the boys look at me sceptically, I am sure they are thinking, there she goes again, off on another tangent.
But anyway, this is different. Exciting, a bit risky (not dangerous, but it might not work), and something I think will be really good for me and all my family. Something I have been toying with in various guises for quite a while.
My mum thinks I might be having a mid life thingy, maybe she's right. I think I have been avoiding making decisions about what to do with the next bit of my life, using the boys as an excuse to put off doing things. hmmmmm....... we will see what happens next!
Sorry to be so criptic, but I will write about what's going on soon if it all pans out .
Have a great day!